numpang ngungkapin perasaan ya wankawan. hhe hai N, apa kabar? sdh lama ya kita gak ktemu. mohon maaf karna aku gak bisa bicara langsung denganmu saat ini. aku hanya bisa menyapamu lewat tulisan dan doaku. semoga kamu diberikan ksehatan & selalu berada dlm lindungan-Nya. aamiin N, gak tau knp akhir-akhir ini aku sering mikirin kamu. aku bertanya-tanya, apa yg kamu lakukan saat ini? kamu sedang memikirkan apa? apakah sudah menemukan jodohmu? kok akun sosmed mu tidak diupdate?  takut ya sama bapakmu? ahahaha. memang dilema klo punya ortu yg melek teknologi, they're always watching you.. hahhhaa. but please, i want know more about you. tau gak kmarin sepulang kerja aku lewat jalan depan rumah mu berharap kamu ada di teras, sehingga aku bisa melepas rinduku dg menyapamu di sana? tapi rumahmu terlihat sepi dan hanya menghadirkan bayang memori. N, aku ingin cerita tentang apa yg ku alami akhir-akhir ini. Beberapa hari lalu aku terserang kolik abdomen, rasanya sakit sekali di perut kanan sampai-sampai aku muntah. entah knp N, ada yg tdk beres dg pncernaanku. aku jadi sulit makan karna tdk nafsu makan. sbnrnya tdk sulit kalau hidangan yg tersedia adalah mie goreng instan, tapi keluargaku melarang makan makanan yg kusukai itu. duh gusti, semoga aku bisa sehat lagi dan bisa makan mie goreng lagi, ahaha. ohya N, tau gak saat aku tdk nafsu makan, tiba-tiba aku ingat sama kamu, dan tanpa sadar aku makan dg lahap ayam goreng yg sblumnya aku anggurin, wkwk.. rasanya bahagia bsa mengingatmu.
Mirip lagunya Adele When will I see you again? You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said No final kiss to seal anything I had no idea of the state we were in I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head But don't you remember, don't you remember? The reason you loved me before Baby please remember me once more When was the last time you thought of me? Or have you completely erased me from your memories? I often think about where I went wrong The more I do, the less I know But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head But don't you remember, don't you remember? The reason you loved me before Baby please remember me once more Oh, I gave you the space so you could breathe I kept my distance so you would be free In hope that you find the missing piece To bring you back to me Why don't you remember, don't you remember? The reason you loved me before Baby please remember me once more When will I see you again?
