it was saturday night. i try to sleep but theres a movie. a good movie. on my tv. so i keep my mind and force my eyes to watch it. "another earth" is the first one, and continue with "Jeff, who lives at home" its not a sad movie, or romance. its talk about happiness for being life. but still, it makes me cry a lot. holding on my pillow. i really dunno why am i so sensitive. its like such an big empty hole in my soul. and i feel so connected with something in the universe. so i cry. because i think i need it. at least once for a month. to exposed my weakness in front of God. and then i feel better. maybe because every single of my stress hormone has wiped out from my body. but especially i know, that when we feel that we are weak, we are nothing, useless, and we confess all that to our God, i know. that God will put me strong. so life is beautiful... isnt it? tulisan ini ane tulis sekitar 7 bulan lalu. tersimpan di komputer karena emang doyan curhat sama diri sendiri. ahahah. dan ini beneran ditulis hari sabtu,,, ane lupa ada apa hari itu karena di hari itu ada event gede di bandung dan semua orang pergi keluar untuk merayakan sesuatu dan jalanan terdengar ramai bahkan dari dalam rumah. dan yang saya tonton itu film absurd tengah malem. ane gak yakin sama bahasa inggrisnya,,tapi judul di notepadnya sih the confession,,, ane lupa emosi apa yang tersirat di tulisan ane... so, terima kasih kunjungannya.
"we are nothing, useless, and we confess all that to our God" Yang intinya kita butuh Tuhan kita untuk menyelesaikan masalah kita... Gitu ya, bang? Dan Tuhan akan membantu kita sehingga hidup akan terasa begitu indah
filmnya juga rekomen,,, terutama yang jeff who lives at home. cerita tentang seseorang yang diem di rumah dan merasa bisa melihat pertanda alam sambil menunggu kesempatan untuk menjadi sesuatu yang keren untuk dikenang.
I have the same feeling too if I can't sleep at night. . I'll cry and feel so down and more down. . . Yes its true life is so beautiful if we try to enjoy it. . .
